Sometimes, I just want to run away from all of my responsibilities. I actually share my responsibilities with other people, but I’m shouldering almost everything. I don’t know anymore. Can’t the “semestral break” come faster?
I participated in this fun run for two extra credit points in Science.
Together with my friends and parents, I ran for the rehabilitation of the Pasig River and for the betterment of my Science grades. We were told to be at the venue at 5am since the run will start at 6am. It rained… Our school’s cluster was able to run at 8am. So we stood there for three hours, and it took us 30 minutes to get two extra credit points. It was a really good thing that our teachers decided that we don’t need to run five kilometers to get the two points (I think). Everyone was already tired of standing up. Only a few ran… Most of us took the nearest u-turn slot near the starting/finish line because all of us were tired… TIRED I TELL YOU! Our race bibs were collected for the EC points, and while walking back tot he car, I got a cramp. OHYEAH!
When I got home, I was worrying about my school work. I had to cram today. I promised myself that I will not cram this year. It did not happen, and the school hasn’t even ended yet. I crammed the Science IP, and now, I’m cramming the Social written report on Medieval literature. Now, I realize that I love science more than history…
Yes, my group mates submitted outputs, but it’s as if I have to do everything again. I know that I should be doing the paper now, but I just have to let this out. I really want to run away from this task. I did this when I was absent. It’s hard to start a paper, and I was able to start it. I cited sources. I gave them sources to work on. Then they give me paragraphs this afternoon…which are not cited. Come on. This is not my only requirement to submit, guys. Do you expect me to work everything out? I AM NOT A REQUIREMENT-MAKING ROBOT. I AM 100% HUMAN AND I GET DEAD TIRED TOO. I ALSO HAVE PROBLEMS LIKE YOU.
I hate it when people in whatever section I belong to have this line in their heads when in comes to group works and me: Ay group mate naman natin si Cloie. Kaya na niya ‘yan. This line might not be in the minds of all of my group mates, but I know they are always happy when I’m their group mate (and all the other smart kids too). Then I end up doing most (or all) of the work. I HAVE A LIFE. FUCK OFF, YOU FREELOADERS. DON’T YOU EVER ABUSE MY KINDNESS AND MY ABILITIES. IF YOU DO, YOU WILL HEAR WORDS FROM MY MOUTH THAT YOU THOUGHT I’D NEVER SAY. Now, don’t question why I always want to be grouped with all the other ProEx people. We actually work together.
Yet another emotionally-driven blog post from a problematic teenager.