Yes, I am absent for like the eight time for this school year.
I diagnosed myself with depression. Well, I practically can’t do anything that I used to do now. I also can’t eat like how I used to. I lost my appetite to eat (…which is a good thing? well, I refuse to eat anything now so I guess it’s bad). My had a 180-degree turn since my accident. I will get better, but things won’t be the same.
I can’t get too stressed and too worried. Now, how am I supposed to do all the things that are thrown at me? Schoolwork + people in school = stress has always been the equation for me. Why people in school? Well, this is the stress that they bring me: “Cloie, what are we going to do?”, “Hey Cloie, can you do this?” “CLOIE PANO NA?”. Everyone depends on me. I’m sick of it, but they’re not sick of it. I guess they’re used to that because ever since I was young, I’ve always wanted to soar with my classmates (like I couldn’t help the feeling that I want my classmates to have high grades too). But now, I guess they have to work on their own. I have to reject them this time.
As for school work, I have to lay low on them. Oh life…this is really cuts me in half.
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AND OUT OF RANDOMNESS AND BOREDOM AND THE LACK OF INTEREST TO REVIEW FOR ALL THE COLLEGE ENTRANCE TESTS…
…and this is so out of the topic but can I just say that A Thousand Years Part Two is THE BEST LOVE SONG OF THE 21ST CENTURY!
…but I wish he could sing to me. I would let him borrow my voice even just for a day! *brings back self to her fantasies of having a very musically-inclined guy*