LOA – Love: Over and Away

Exactly a week ago, I filed for a leave of absence (LOA). I was tired of going to school, and the semester just started.

I think I’ve had enough with this university. I don’t feel like I am meant to be here. I feel like I don’t belong here. I think I have to move away.

I know that I’m wasting my opportunity to graduate from the top university in the country, but hey, I lived my dream of being an Iskolar ng Bayan, even for just one semester. I can still serve my country even if I graduate from another college. But for now, I have to be happy.

I filed for an LOA for one semester, even if I am already enrolled. I feel like I need more time to rest and to get my shit together. You see, I’m contemplating to transfer schools. I plan to go back to my Alma Mater. I know that my plan sucks, but I think that’s for the best.

Yes, I wasted my parents’ money, but I did not intend to do that. And yes, they understand what I’m going through. Now, I’ll pay them back. Don’t worry, people who think I’m selfish.

I just want to clear my head now.